For 2015, I want to make sure I keep PARALYSIS CURE going strong.  In 2014, I finally switched over to all vegan or vegetarian food, because I suddenly could not breathe over meat, meaning that it is now stained with cilantro.  You must AVOID cilantro to be healthy, so that now means you cannot eat the current meat blends available in the United States.  If I ever get any meat with no seasonings, it tends to be fish or from a country that does not grow cilantro, so I still eat it then.  I also stopped mixing in coffee with my teas, because I kept getting migraines and read that coffee beans carry a virus called "coffee rust".  I really LOVED and ADORED white tea after I gave up coffee, but then suddenly, I got a severe respiratory virus in February that would not go away, so I realized that the whole entire white tea field got ruined and now is grown with cilantro.  I previously had perfect, deep breathing with white tea, but now have a complete loss of breathing over the fields now using cilantro with it.  This is why, I have to say that ANY TEA BRAND or BLEND could become contaminated or ruined at any time.  When that happens, I switch to something else.  Often, I have to turn to spring water or spring water with oatmeal and arthritis ointment mixed in if I do not have enough tea blends to choose from.  Tea brands I use may be YOGI, CELESTIAL SEASONINGS, TRADITIONAL MEDICINALS, BIGELOW, TWININGS, STASH, SALADA, NUMI, TYPHOO, LIPTON, BADIA, LIFESTYLE AWARENESS, ALVITA, whatever ones DOLLAR TREE has or others.  Any blend other than ones with chamomile may be used, so NO chamomile.  Often licorice root, vanilla, cardamom, cocoa or carob, echinacea, linden or other flowers, or black or earl grey tea may be included.  I mix OATMEAL into my pot of tea during some seasons (unless I get a headache, then I switch to white powder and aspirin) and sometimes put nutshells in a tea ball to mix in.  I love Nature everyday and often pick fresh leaves and flowers from just anywhere to mix into my pot of tea.  For many years, I focused on how my left arm was cured up with milk thistle which also helped the spleen and other organs.  I love MILK THISTLE and am so proud to announce that I was finally able to stop using it, because it was proven as having permanently cured a large percentage of my condition.  I would love to continue buying it anyway and to donate money to the production and growth of milk thistle, yet still have no job.  So, because of myself not having money, I am now no longer using it unless symptoms of paralysis and seizures that have already been cured return.  I am certain they will not return and cannot emphasize enough that all of you with paralysis and seizures must use MILK THISTLE in your tea and food everyday for at least 7 or 8 years in order to be cured, but after that you may be able to stop buying it like I was.  Sundown Naturals, Nature's Bounty, Spring Valley, and Target still have the vitamin form of milk thistle and sometimes Celestial Seasonings and Lifestyle Awareness teas have one or two blends with it.  As long as you use many teas and oatmeal (or medicated powder) everyday with leaves, bark and flowers of your choice during good seasons from parks, hiking trails and the woods, you will remain detoxed AFTER the initial milk thistle cure is finished.  There is one ointment at DOLLAR TREE, Dr. Fred Summit or LDN Research Lab Arthritis and Sport Penetrating Heat Rub that you can keep on hand which is like milk thistle and works to fight off more mild hand or arm stiffness or cramps.  DOLLAR TREE also has a milk thistle Fabric and Air Spray by Powerhouse, the waterfall one with the picture of the milk thistles over a waterfall.  These two products for only $1 each are all the milk thistle you need after no longer needing the daily vitamin.  Most of the time, I also use a sprayer inside my tea to spray my room and house with whatever tea is the best at the time.  You can then cook veggie burgers everyday and a plate of vegetables AND fruits with rice, quinoa or pasta cooked in tea with fresh nuts, beans, garlic, tumeric, cinnamon, hummus, oil and vinegar and you will feel PERFECT everyday.  Absolutely PERFECT!  You can still have cheese.  You can also dip cigars (I love Talon, Avanti, or Cheyenne) and incense and then smoke them after they dry to CELEBRATE each day of health (it helps to smoke them up your nose too, so the teas they are dipped in get into your nasal passages).  I used to have night seizures until after college when I devoted my life to Nature and used to get paralysis in my arms, especially the left one and got an amputated toe on the right foot.  Yet, since I began a Nature life, I never have these symptoms and am more perfect each day.  You also MUST AVOID and NEVER EVER use gravy, cumin, cilantro, maple, teriyaki, Mrs. Dash spices, chamomile, toothpaste, soap and hygiene products like Scott toilet paper, Bath & Body Works or Essence of Beauty since all of these caused my initial problems and contain some form of POISON ivy (America really forgot the POISON part with these all being legal).  I realized paprika is good as long as you have it in a veggie burger with loads of thiamin (like Morning Star), and tomatoes can be cooked or mixed right, but are just horrible straight from the vine with nothing done to them.  I recommend brushing your teeth with muscle rub, anti-itch, hydrocortozone or other creams, gels, lotions, or soaps from Dollar Tree to prevent infections and poisons from the avoid list and mixing medicated powder into your soap and shampoo.  Oh, and Dollar Tree also has laundry detergent (or everything soap if you want it to be) with oxygen and full POLYMER, also good for the spinal cord and great nasal relief sprays with oxymetazoline or saline.  Like I said, as long as you use milk thistle until permanently cured, and these flavorful teas and do make an effort to pick and use leaves from hiking trails sometimes, you will be able to rehabilitate yourself from paralysis and/or seizures and that difference will then encourage those who live with you to stop using things you are allergic to.

With no job, I am still living with my family and they now cook gravy way less than before, try not to use much chamomile, and switched to new toilet paper.  They also love to include tea in their lives.  I also have my room painted in milk thistle paint to make sure everything is detoxed of cumin, which I find depressing.  Being in school was almost impossible to detox of cumin and maple because all cafeterias use them.  This is why I basically became hopelessly unemployed after temp jobs after college.  Yet, I am glad that my family have seen much greater health in me and simply give me a place to stay.

The only place where I disagree with them is over the God, Lord and Jesus thing and who I remember as the natural parents.  Over the past few years, I have tried thinking of the cartoon character and REAL MAN, Shaggy, as the Lord instead of the church Lord, because I just thought it would be more fun and actually do have more fun and relaxation agreeing on him, Shaggy "Rogers", as the savior.  I just wanted to give more details on this.  Thinking of Shaggy as someone real does not make sense if you think of Kemal / Casey Kasem as him, so in his passing in 2014, I feel like Shaggy might become more well-known as the real spirit of importance.  I did become more close to Shaggy's spirit each year as soon as the credits on SCOOBY-DOO movies and shows were changed to reflect the name Matthew Lillard as Shaggy.  I believe Matthew's presence, name and career enhance Shaggy as real and I do remember myself being HIS Scrappy-Doo (Cqrappai), even though the credits are still incorrect on Scrappy episodes and films,  and my character is just the villain as soon as Matthew's name comes back.  My own name is not a credit of Scrappy (the voice was a voicebox, so I can't do it anymore and cannot do any shapeshifts), because Matthew's voice credit was omitted and changed for so long.  I also did not receive a full Bobby Brady credit even though I remember that and a few other roles.  Yet, I feel a relaxation over Matthew Lillard being free from his pedophile Casey Kasem who stole his role.  I only remembered Casey / Kemal from working at a vitamin store that was open for a brief time in Connecticut, and thought the job was fine, but because he put out expired vitamins, that made the job only temporary for me and, as mentioned, I eventually became totally unemployable in Connecticut after college and more temp jobs.  I was not able to adapt to the regular food, hence this website and cure.  For a woman, being completely unable to achieve a permanent job and high salary is equivalent molestation to the men not being credited as the hottest and best, so what Kemal / Casey got me stuck with was equal to what Matthew Lillard was stuck with over not being listed as Shaggy's voice for so long, when the Lord SHAGGY does want him and is him in the biggest way possible.  I love Matthew Lillard forever and encourage all of you with a large number of cable channels to catch up on all of his films listed on "matthewlillardonline.com".  THE BRIDGE on FX ended and is cancelled!  Can you believe it?  The phone number that shows up as the murderer in season one (all 0's), on Daniel's cellphone, still calls one of the numbers at this house, not the one I pick up on (I did see a few lookalikes of the villains recently)!  I wanted to be written into THE BRIDGE (I could be Steven Linder's NOT DEAD sister), so I could marry Daniel Frye / Matthew Lillard!

I went all the way to NYC on the train to see my man Matthew Lillard again in person DIRECTING instead of acting in Tennessee Williams' Shorts at Theatre Row, but when he didn't come out at the end, I got a Theatre Row employee to confess that he was not even in the house.  So, she alleged that he was there in the beginning of production but went "home" (to where, California?) after that.  This confirmed to me that the whole Animus thing was a scam anyway, so I do not think he did anything with the plays, I think they just used his name.  All along, I also knew and remembered that my REAL illiterate man with dyslexia did not have enough writing skills to be on Twitter at all, so I thought it was a catfish doing the posting anyway.  Well, at least in NY, I met a homeless man at Port Authority bus terminal that looked kind of like the pierced Matthew Lillard character from SENSELESS and he kissed me and he said he would maybe like to get married and that he would have sex with me right at the bus terminal if I want.  :-)  He already has an ex-wife and one son which is cool with me.  I can't wait to get married if he's for real.  His driver's license was from NJ, but he said the address is his ex-wife or ex-girlfriend's.  Well, Patrick from Port Authority, I hope you're reading this like I told you to.  PLEASE do contact me about us becoming the real thing!

I guess my effort in making my Matthew Lillard memoir t-shirt got me the lookalike boyfriend who may become my husband if he contacts me.  So, I'll let you all know.

Anyway, the REAL illiterate Matthew Lillard deserves for everyone to see his STEAMING hot naked pictures that were leaked some time ago and are not really photoshopped like the site says, but don't show the thickness of his skin!  So, I hope you will all enjoy a peak at "man91433.blogspot.com/search/label/Matthew%20Lillard", two pictures.  I became perfect in reading and writing over him NOT picking me, but I knew he was the superior one for not bothering to do anything for people who don't want to pay (so that includes reading, writing and twittering).  He was paid to say he's many characters and to just be HOT, which he permanently is.  I love HIM forever and agree he and his characters are not to blame over his stolen identity.  I really recommend watching MESSAGES DELETED, and often worry that he is in jail over the activities and events described here.  I thought he really did use the name "Joel Brandt" like this film, but also note that some films like SERIAL MOM and WITHOUT LIMITS are labeled as true stories, meaning that there should be separate men with these names, and I still think I worked with and dated all of them, but just agree all of them, including Shaggy and Daniel may be JOEL BRANDT instead of MATTHEW LILLARD, causing the catfish situation to get out of control.  Also, WICKER PARK is always a favorite.

I carry the Shaggy chia head and Pez dispenser and two smaller Shaggy dolls for good luck in being recognized by Matthew Lillard and Shaggy's real spirit, since I would love to be reaffiliated with and to marry my real cartoon Shaggy or any other Matthew Lillard character (or best yet, ALL of them)!  I never love a certain character the most and just want them all!  I will still carry them and agree they introduced me to the romantic lookalike and knew I would have to be sucked into a scam in order to take the trip at all to meet HIM.  All of you carry Shaggy dolls for the paralysis cure if you like!

Well, watch all the cartoons you can and tell me if you remember things by drinking tea and using milk thistle.  Also email me if you are cured too.  I am a single white female, registered as male online because many server errors could cause false facts to be printed and I don't want my real registration to get messed up and because I never feel like believing articles on celebrities (especially when they are not at certain plays advertising them).  I have brown hair (though it was light blond early in life) and hazel eyes and simply live an exciting life with favorite teas.  I am 36 as of April 30, 2015, and will maybe be dating my new Port Athority stud soon (birthday wishes).  I hope I get the job I applied for in NYC to see him everyday.  Usually, as long as I am happy with tea that is the important thing.

Email me at: soul_of_happiness@hotmail.com (Magda Stepenauskus) or pinkychalkthistle@yahoo.com (Cqrappai Du), even though I am registered as Jessica Lee Bennett and am called Jessie in person.

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